


W I S H I N G

by omggcece



Category: iCarly
Genre: Hurt-Comfort, Poetry
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2010-08-02
Updated: 2010-08-02
Packaged: 2014-03-27 03:21:55
Rating: K+
Chapters: 1
Words: 669
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/6199278/1/
Author URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/1960722/omggcece
Summary: Never can say goodbye... SamFreddie and the summer before college.





	W I S H I N G

freddie says today "i love you"

and i say "i love you, too"

and fireworks go off in the night sky

[only in my dreams]

and carly says, "get a room!"

but i can't hear anything except for my

fast beating heart

[ba-dump, ba-dump]

we finally make it

too the park

[so many memories]

and lay out the blanket

then goes the food

and us

and the laughter

[and more memories]

we make it home

and spencer's there

[it's all so familiar

how i could i ever say good-by?]

ms. benson is there with tick spray

[and we're all laughing]

the next day i can't decide what to wear

and it makes me go crazy

carly says, "dress nice for freddie!'

so i wear a sundress

and a pair of carly's sparkly flats

and do my hair up

[and i feel soso beautiful]

we go to the groovy smoothies

[and he thinks, "she's the most amazing girl i've ever seen"]

and get a strawberry smoothie

with two straws

[it's ohso romantic]

and later that day

we watch the sunset

and we've never seen anything more beautiful

.

the next day

i see carly

and she squeals over david-

a guy she meets at the beach

i'm happy for her

[but shouldn't we be spending the last few days with each other, together?]

freddie packs up more boxes

[it's all ending so fast]

and tells me, "i'm gonna miss you so much"

[and i run away, like a coward]

he comes after me

and holds me

[while i cry]

and i ask, "why?"

[he says, "it's life. we're growing up"]

i'm peter pan-

i don't wanna grow up

.

it's a week

and closer to the end

freddie's and carly's room get emptier and emptier

[but i can't pack]

["you have to pack, sam!"

carly, stop nagging me! i'll pack when i wanna pack!"]

you're mom cries

["you're leaving me, baby!"]

and i feel lie crying [but i don't]

because i don't wanna leave

[it's too scary-

it's like starting all over again]

.

freddie's leaving in three weeks

and carly's following in six

and i can't remember when i'm leaving

[and i don't want too]

.

spencer throws a goodbye party

[and i don't go]

.

it's the day before he's going to leave

and you kiss

and you do the thing that is U N T H I N K A B L E

[and that is dangerous]

.

he leaves

and carly's following in three weeks

she says, "you're leaving with me! remember?"

and it feels like a punch to the gut

"shut up!"

[and as i slam the door in her face, i try to ignore, erase the hurt look on her face from my mind]

.

she comes over a few days later

and packs up my things for me

and it's silent

[i can't believe i'm leaving home-

e v e r y t h i n g i k n o w]

.

i'm at the airport

and my mom and her newest boyfriend are there

and then there's spencer, and ms. benson

and freddie on the phone

carly's crying, and hugs everyone

and i just have to run away from it all-

saying good-by will just make it all worse

[never can say goodbye...]

**.**

**a/n; don't know where this came from...hope you guys like it! I got the idea to write something like this when I was reading a WONDERFUL story, **Here Falls the Shadow (you guys should check it out), **so...yeah :]**

**I just moved so I've been...busy. I'm going back to school THIS MONTH, going to the beach for like a week (I think) on the 15th...busy, busy! Except updates...soon-ish.**


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